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[Yoink]

My back is kinda sore. Not sure if this is due to sleeping on a couch for the previous two nights and somehow getting out of the habit of sleeping on my bedroll, the unfamiliar exercises (chin ups) I've been doing a lot of, or simply because I slept in an awkward position.   

Also, I slept in. I actually woke up at the planned time (an hour later than usual because I was late getting to bed), but I hadn't slept well, it was dark in my room and cold, and I ended up just going back to sleep. Hopeless.
At least I had a mildly interesting dream, which I actually remembered a  decent amount of for a change.


Edit: oh no. I just became consciously aware of how much a recently-developed aspect of my OCD is inconveniencing me.
Lately I've been feeling the need to have all the books I have lying around piled in even-numbered stacks, preferably multiples of four. I hadn't even really thought about it 'til now, but in practice this makes me read less, since having to rearrange so many books whenever I want to read a particular one is quite a hassle. Annoying.

At least my current novel is easily accessible. That's the one I'm supposed to be focusing on anyway.
Still gonna have to try and force myself to break this habit, though. Might be easier once I buy or build a bookshelf.

[Rolan7]

Heh, at one point I had a "shelf" of stacked books with a plank across them.  Didn't really damage the books, but they were a bit hard to access- and you can only imagine how much I messed with it to keep it level

[Yoink]

Oh, a makeshift bookshelf is kind of a good idea, actually. I could just lay a plank across a couple of milk crates or something, possibly even multiple shelves high if I had enough crates or whatever.


In other news, discussion in another thread led me to take a look at my first post to see my join date. Then I decided it might be fun to click on a few pages of old posts at random, to see what I'd been up to at various points.
It wasn't fun. It was depressing. The pages I saw were mostly just me either complaining about my cruddy life, posting in fun RTDs doomed to fizzle out and die before their time, and occasionally making some joke or other that would inevitably be answered with silence as opposed to the side-splitting laughter I'd anticipated.

Nothing ever really changes.
Life is just a long series of broken dreams and abandoned forum games.
I like that line. I should write it in my journal, but I've been neglecting to update that for months now. It's probably as dead as the aforementioned games.

[Rolan7]

My early shit's a bunch of Upper Board stuff.  It was years before I tasted, then joined the lower boards.

Part of me still regrets doing that.
But, a lot of me admits that I'm glad.  Drunk-posts and all...  Human can not live on bread alone.

[Eric Blank]

Huge thunderstorm right now. Dog is completely inconsolable and will not settle down. Its going to be a long night.

[Rolan7]

Why is the rum gone?
No VtR session tomorrow tonight technically.
Went over my very rare facebook posts with my memetastic friend/GM.

[Arx]

Had some difficulty doing ten pushups. Wow, I've slipped.

[Moddan]

Had some difficulty doing ten pushups. Wow, I've slipped.

Call them world-press to make you feel better.

[scourge728]

Life is just a long series of broken dreams and abandoned forum games.
I can see clearly now, the formatting's gooone(this part isn't being sigged btw)

That is going in my sigs

[Arx]

It's not so much the act itself I feel bad about, it's that I used to be able to knock out twenty and just now I was struggling after five.

I don't know, today just tastes like the past warmed over to me. Conversations are basically the same as every one before them, everything that's happened feels like it's happened before, and I have a nice topping of weird lightheadedness and mild dissociativity. Come to think of it, that last part probably accounts for the first part.

It'll pass, it always does, but it feels like hell while it's happening. Well, more like Sheol I guess.

[scourge728]

On the topic of old posts, I used to be much more active on armor games and at one point, a password glitch happened to a bunch of people, me included, and I had to make a new account, and looking back over stuff I had made on my old account, I cannot believe how cringey I was. Also, that profile is a time capsule

[TD1]

Welcome back. Your sanity's coathook is waiting for you beside the door.

[TD1]

Also, on topic of press ups I just did some out of curiosity. Got 15 before thinking better of it, hehe. I should make a habit of doing some. Even once a day might be good.

[TD1]

Double post for actually relevant post.

I can't help but feel like I have no talent whatsoever in anything.

Them's the breaks, I suppose.

[Yoink]

Well, you can do more push-ups than Arx, that counts as a talent, right?

I normally do lots of 20, but then that's because I do at least one set on most days.
I used to be able to do 30 at a time when I was less slack... I could probably do 30 now if I tried but I'm lazy and always talk myself into stopping at 20. >.>
'Sides, who needs pecs anyway?


Edit: why the shit does it gotsta be so goddang cold?!
I be feelin' demoralised for reals over here. Three degrees, wtf is wrong with you.