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[Yoink]

Fuck fuck fuck this, I just wanna be at home, in my room, alone and free to loathe myself in peace.
Instead I feel like my chest is the middle of a pizza with at least two pieces being pulled out of it simultaneously in slow motion, and things I usually enjoy are like crawling through barbed wire. This is the longest anxiety attack I can remember having, in a long time at least.

[TheBiggerFish]

*pats Yoink*
It's going to be okay.
Okay?
Okay.

[Tawa]

Thanks for the advice, guys! I guess I'll try to be more forward, then.

Today's minor sad: I can't help but feel sorta marginalized by all these returning old forum members. It just feels kind of weird when a couple people you've never met return and everybody's super excited about how these strangers are back. :I

No offense to you guys or anything.

[TheBiggerFish]

*pats Tawarochir*

Don't worry Tawa, we still love you.

We'd love you more if you updated Bay12 Courtroom though.  ;P

[itisnotlogical]

The usual; my back hurts, I'm lonely, I'm exhausted and I have to work when I would rather be reading this book about natural language processing.

You'd think that having the same four basic complains for so long would make me more resilient to them.

[spümpkin]

I feel better than I did yesterday, but I'm still kind of annoyed, because

A. I have a test coming up
and
B. I can't find a Space JamxMuppets Remix, and It makes me sad, bc I need to make this a thing.

[TheBiggerFish]

The usual; my back hurts, I'm lonely, I'm exhausted and I have to work when I would rather be reading this book about natural language processing.

You'd think that having the same four basic complains for so long would make me more resilient to them.

Have you tried making your work into things that involve reading books about natural language processing?

Also, speaking from secondhand experience, no, probably not.

I feel better than I did yesterday, but I'm still kind of annoyed, because

A. I have a test coming up
and
B. I can't find a Space JamxMuppets Remix, and It makes me sad, bc I need to make this a thing.

Good luck, and good luck.

[Vector]

-snip-

[Yoink]

Today's one of those days where I keep thinking of things I should have said one it's too late. -_-

[itisnotlogical]

My project is hitting an error that apparently nobody in the entire world has had before. Which means I'm SOL for solutions.

Also, Firefox updated and killed ALL of my settings, remembered logins and add-ons in the process.

[Yoink]

I'm supposed to be catching a train to my father's place ASAP, but the trains at a reasonable hour both tomorrow and Saturday are sold out... looks like I will need to be at the station regional trains leave from at four in the morning, and the buses to get there don't start until seven, and apparently they're plagued by track closures anyway.

Guess I'll be sitting around for a few hours at the train station tonight, then. I've been doing that a lot lately, and not even after a night on the town.

Edit: Also if anyone's wondering why I haven't been around, I ran out of credit/data on my phone. I just recharged it, and am currently using a library computer.
No doubt now that I have data again I'll be spending a lot more time shitposting, despite my phone's clunky browser.   

[Tiruin]

Blood still in my cough everytime I wake up these past few days, or a couple days ago.
Pretty much due to the force of my coughing. X_X
Curse thee, allergies.

[itisnotlogical]

I just realized that I will have been programming for 10 years this summer. Ten years ago I googled "how to program" and started learning with Python. Ten years later and I've still finished exactly one shitty text adventure (that I don't even have the source of anymore) out of eleventy billion promising failures, experiments that went nowhere, non-functional prototypes and broken ambitions.

One thing. I just wish I had the focus to finish one thing. I'll barely have started a project before I'm sick of looking at it because it's multiplied out of control into some huge monster that I can barely even recognize as the seed of an idea I had less than a week ago.

[Yoink]

I just saw something mildly interesting/amusing/heartwarming, but I have no-one with me to discuss it with. 

@The last two posters: I know how that feels. Neither coughing blood or lacking motivation is any fun at all. :-/
Get well soon, Tir. Maybe some sort of warm drink with honey and/or lemon might help?

[TheBiggerFish]

*pat pat pat*

Yoink:Tell ussssss.