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[Eric Blank]

Felt like I was going faster today, and I really was trying, but at the end of the day I finished on the same task as yesterday, and it wasn't the last one i needed to do. So two days in a row i he failed to finish my assignments. My supervisors "thanks for your help" didn't seem very sincere either...

There was also a temp worker filling in today, apparently he assumed I'd fail again and called ahead

[itisnotlogical]

Stared at a stranger way too long because I thought I recognized them. Not only was it not who I thought it was, I got quite a few weird looks in return. I guess long hair, dark circles and black clothes make you look a bit sus...

Is "sus" a common abbreviation of "suspicious" yet?

[Yoink]

Yes, although I believe it's usually spelled "suss".
Though that also means "check out", so perhaps the one-s version is better...


My Mildsad: kinda wanted to go to a gig today, mostly to catch up with a couple of friends who I haven't seen in quite some time, but today is Australia Day and in the current climate of raging SJW-ism any event today, especially a punk show, is bound to be rather politically-charged and tense.
Hell, the event in question is even pointedly called "26th of January", so you already know where the organizers stand.    

I think I'll stay home, maybe spend the $20 I had set aside for the gig on some beers. Either that or save it for a far-saner metal gig tomorrow.
...Hey, that works, and then I can work out all my anger at the morons spouting opinions today harmlessly in the pit!       

[itisnotlogical]

I really dislike my family. They don't think like I do, they don't care about the things that I care about, they don't make decisions that would make sense to me, they don't value self-reflection, they don't value exploring other perspectives, they don't challenge their own ideas.

We have nothing in common. I just kinda shut down around them, and when I have to interact with them I feel like there's something wrong with me because I can't guess what they're thinking or relate to their opinions. They're the kind of people that are satisfied to say "I could never do that" or "that's beyond me" or "I couldn't learn that". That sort of thing is really fucking weird to me.

Lord knows my family isn't mean to me, I've never been mistreated. I just feel like if my family members weren't my family, I would probably really dislike most of them, and that makes me sad.

I realize that I'm probably coming off as a superior asshole but it's seriously how I feel, and if it makes me a superior asshole for feeling these things then I guess I am.

Could... could I ask people not quote this post specifically?

[TheBiggerFish]

Yes.  You can.

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I never thought I would want a Rage Thread.

[Tiruin]

Yes.  You can.

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I never thought I would want a Rage Thread.

Rage with friends; talk with people. Let that grow into understanding to handle the situation or at least handle your feelings in facing similar situations.
There's the IRC and Bay12 discord--and a ton of nice folks out there.

[TheBiggerFish]

Mm.

Yeah, hard to handle a situation where you basically can do naught but uselessly vocalize unheeded complaints.

[TempAcc]

Its pretty normal to have a family that doesn't think like you, specially if you're the youngest, like me.

But thats the thing, I'm pretty glad they don't actualy think like me, if they did, I'd be positively terrified :U
Anyway, its important to love them regardless of how different they are, in fact, said differences are even more of a reason to love them. Its good to have people that think differently around, even if they're the kind to impose odd limitations upon themselves. Plus, you might find that you do have similarities with them, for example, while my father would prob slap me into shape if he knew I was a dirty bisexual, we're pretty similar in regards to other things, and I do love my father for who and what he is, the strick military sarge bastard, and my mother, possibly the most patient person in the world, which is kind of necessary to raise people like me, my sister and my brother. I dread the day I won't have them around.

This realization, of course, comes with time, though its better that you start thinking about it now, then later when you don't have them anymore.

[Xantalos]

grumble grumble stupid people interrupting writing time broke my damn groove and now I can't get anything substantial done tonight. grumble

[itisnotlogical]

I made two cups of coffee thinking I'd be able to drink it all, and as usual I find I don't even want the second cup. Coffee's expensive so I'll probably drink it anyway and make myself sick, and have a bigger, suckier crash afterwards.

I'm finding my personal text less and less funny and relevant, but it's the one thing I haven't changed (besides name ofc) since I first signed up here.

[Shook]

Well hey, at least you can stand it. I wouldn't even take a sip if i could avoid it. :v

also i am so very tired but i don't want to go to bed yet it's only 1am

nnnnnnnngggggggggg

[itisnotlogical]

I like coffee, provided there's not too much/too little cream and sugar. It's just that anymore, I can't have a lot of it or it makes me pretty sick and uncomfortable. Caffeine also just seems to make me really tired after an hour or two, instead of imparting energy like it used to.

[martinuzz]

I like coffee, provided there's not too much/too little cream and sugar. It's just that anymore, I can't have a lot of it or it makes me pretty sick and uncomfortable. Caffeine also just seems to make me really tired after an hour or two, instead of imparting energy like it used to.

Coffee doesn't work for that long. Coffee gives a strong but short caffeine alertness peak. For more long term caffeine effect, drink the various black tea melanges. Although the effect is less of a kick, it does last longer.

[TD1]

Currently 4 hrs into night shift.
4 more to go

[itisnotlogical]

I beat MGS4.

I was kind of on board with this game, until the final parts of act 4. It was campy and kinda dumb at times, but I felt like I was following it and could tell why people liked the series as a whole. Then during act 4 it took a left turn and lost itself in speeches about fate and sin and destiny and ones and zeroes and memes, and never recovered.