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[TheBiggerFish]

Eep ._.

This is how Tiruin's soul is crushed; not with a bang, but with an eep.

BAD DWARFY
BAD
NO CRUSHING

[Silverthrone]

I really don't know where this belongs. Maybe the Sad thread, but it's for real people with real problems to take care of. It feels more urgent than an idle pressure release.

I'm just so fed up with it. I'm warm, dry, and I've just had a big lovely platter of food. All needs are covered. So why do I want to die? Why don't I want to live? Nothing that was worth doing feels worth doing anymore. I know that a feeling is useless. Yet why does it weaken and hinder me so? Why, in heaven's sake, do I want to die, when there are little children dragging themselves along by their parched lips in this world, et cetera?

It seems someone far more worthy should've had my spot in eternity. Maybe it's to teach me something, but I fear the lesson is passing over my head.

There's been a mistake, and this place in the human reality should've gone with someone with the sense to appreciate their blessings more.

[somemildmanneredidiot]

You might have Depression or something that causes Depression resembling symptoms. Like, this may be a sincere medical condition. Not a doctor, but I recommend seeing one if possible.

[ein]

i made dinner before coming home from work because i'm fucking starving

but now that i'm actually eating it, i completely regret adding tomatoes and it's not exactly something i can keep as leftovers...

it still tastes like tomatoes even after picking them out too

[Rose]

But tomatoes are great?

[itisnotlogical]

Tomatoes are awful, they're like fleshy water balloons. Worst vegetable 0/10

[ein]

i normally like tomatoes or i wouldn't've even considered using them in the first

i'm just not feeling the flavour of them tonight

not even a vegetable/10

[Yoink]

not even a vegetable/10

Dat's raycist! D:

[TheBiggerFish]

I really don't know where this belongs. Maybe the Sad thread, but it's for real people with real problems to take care of. It feels more urgent than an idle pressure release.

I'm just so fed up with it. I'm warm, dry, and I've just had a big lovely platter of food. All needs are covered. So why do I want to die? Why don't I want to live? Nothing that was worth doing feels worth doing anymore. I know that a feeling is useless. Yet why does it weaken and hinder me so? Why, in heaven's sake, do I want to die, when there are little children dragging themselves along by their parched lips in this world, et cetera?

It seems someone far more worthy should've had my spot in eternity. Maybe it's to teach me something, but I fear the lesson is passing over my head.

There's been a mistake, and this place in the human reality should've gone with someone with the sense to appreciate their blessings more.

*hugs*

Is there somebody you could talk to about this?  A therapist, a friend?  Random internetizens?

[itisnotlogical]

I want to make a hat for my next knitting thing. But knitting with circular needles is the hugest pain in the ass ever, and I don't have any double-point needles at the moment (not that I've ever used those either).

[Yoink]

My laptop's CD drive seems to be malfunctioning. It will play some CDs, but not others.
This makes listening to and ripping music that I only own on CD rather problematic.

[Solifuge]

I'm just so fed up with it. I'm warm, dry, and I've just had a big lovely platter of food. All needs are covered. So why do I want to die? Why don't I want to live? Nothing that was worth doing feels worth doing anymore. I know that a feeling is useless. Yet why does it weaken and hinder me so? Why, in heaven's sake, do I want to die, when there are little children dragging themselves along by their parched lips in this world, et cetera?

It seems someone far more worthy should've had my spot in eternity. Maybe it's to teach me something, but I fear the lesson is passing over my head.

There's been a mistake, and this place in the human reality should've gone with someone with the sense to appreciate their blessings more.

So hey, Depression has this way of short-circuiting your thinking, particularly about your self-worth, about meaning, about living, etc. It can make you want to blame yourself for all your shortcomings, count all your blessings as undeserved and a reason for self-loathing, and make you ignore or undermine everything you've done well. It can make it hard to see the value in things. Sometimes, it can even make you want to harm or invite suffering on yourself, as a way to correct some cosmic Karmic imbalance... as though your suffering is some payment that should be enacted for some imagined slight against the universe, just by virtue of being yourself.

Here's a thought experiment; would you hold someone else accountable in this same way, if they were in a similar place? Are you upset when other people important to you have the sorts of good things that you have right now? What about relative strangers... say if they were really ineffective people, worse than the way you see yourself right now... would you be upset that they have these things either? If not, why not try to extend the kindness, forgiveness, and generosity you show other people to yourself?

Depression sucks, but it's a temporary state. Once you're feeling better, if you're still bummed about some things in your life that you want to change, brainstorm some ways to make it better. For now, focus on putting one foot in front of the other. It'll get better. And you can make it better too, if you keep going.

[Yoink]

Been playing quite a bit of Drawception lately, and a theme emerged in one game that was rather entertaining despite me not getting the reference. I asked where it was from and was told to check out some Vinesauce videos on Youtube... I did, I was rather disappointed, and now I'm getting their brain-dead garbage showing up in my (previously rather good) Youtube recommendations.

I mean, this sort of thing has happened before, and after a while Youtube generally gets the idea and stops recommending whatever it is, but still. Mildly distressing. Perhaps I can remove suggestions...

[Felissan]

Been playing quite a bit of Drawception lately, and a theme emerged in one game that was rather entertaining despite me not getting the reference. I asked where it was from and was told to check out some Vinesauce videos on Youtube... I did, I was rather disappointed, and now I'm getting their brain-dead garbage showing up in my (previously rather good) Youtube recommendations.

I mean, this sort of thing has happened before, and after a while Youtube generally gets the idea and stops recommending whatever it is, but still. Mildly distressing. Perhaps I can remove suggestions...

I'm 18, and I've watched all of Yu-Gi-Oh Abridged over a couple weeks earlier this year. Youtube's algorithms now apparently think I'm a weeb looking for hentai.

[Eric Blank]

Its right.

Were all weebs looking for hentai

Dog woke me up extra early this morning to go out. So tired