Due to many factors, I am ending this game
Main one is my schedule really sucks with trying to run two games of D&D, with one of them being IRL, having classes and working 30+ hours every week. It really sucks because I feel like it isn't fair to you guys who go out of their way to try and keep up with this but meanwhile, I can't even keep it interesting.
That brings me to point two. I have no idea why I decided to follow through with this kind of setting, but after working with it, I realize that settlement building and diplomacy building really doesn't sit right with me. I know some people really do like that kind of game, but bay12 really doesn't make it as fun as it is in RL, not to mention the whole theme doesn't really fit.
Another point is I am not used to pathfinder at all, being that my experience as DM is only 4e and 5e. That clearly shows with some of the encounters I brought up (Ratatosk was supposed to be tough, but the fact his damage output is too high, it really seems ridiculous). I like having custom monsters and such, but since there are not only rules to follow in pathfinder but the fact to do so is 100x harder than 4e's monsters were (and they were hard to make) it really felt like I wasn't going to do much outside of using pre-made monsters and such.
I will not mention the last point. I really tried, but I don't see any reason to continue this. I'm going to lock the thread once I figure out how to so people don't see this, thinking the title is a joke in game and PTW without reading the rest of the thread (or this post).
I may start a new game in the future, but it will NOT be pathfinder. And it will have to be during a long break or when school is done.
Again, really sorry, but this needed to be done