I've had great tests and trials in my life as well weird. I remember having a dream naught two or three months after my father passed away. It was in a endless white room, with no perceivable boundaries or sounds. He simply smiled at me, held out his hand, and to be honest I was scared to take his hand at the time. I've had instances of spirits talking to me, and even as (what I) perceivable as the holy ghost communicating with me. I've been through some
horrifying shit which I won't delve into, but the one thing that kept me going was god in the end. Even if the forum users want to placate that as circumstantial, I do agree with a lot of the points you said on religion, but I also take a scientific theological approach to it.
Personally, as far as the apocrypha and apocalypse type scenarios goes, yes, it was propagandized, but the very reason for that (I believe) is the fact that it was sent as a warning, and not something that was set in stone. Even as I was talking to one very old wise person of my family who's hospitalized, she simply said that when it comes time we will transcend our mortal bodies-Most take this as dying and going to heaven. What I take it as is this-Space age technology, doing away with disease, illness, making our lifespans insanely high, and among other things.
This leads me to my topic: Starchildren, and whether or not you guys believe in it or not. I'm not here to preach even if it sounds like that, I'm just sending a message here. In the bible itself it says that the stars sing to eachother; as has been proven we are all made of 'stardust' and 'starstuff', so is there
not and impermeable energy force communicating through our universe itself in that sense? If any of you have read up on starchildren, I would do it now preferably. The truth is the environment they grow up in and the trials they go through are tests to see between good and evil, and they hold great spiritual powers. That's my whole stance on spirituality and such. Take it with a grain of salt, if you'd like.
Edit: Here's a link, if you'd like to take the time to read through it.
http://www.crystalinks.com/childrensic.html