So, presuming that God is real, Heaven and Hell are real, and some strange amalgamation of various Abrahamic belief systems are correct that are logically self-consistent, God=Good in reality rather than just as a self-reference that makes it impossible to argue in a meaningful manner, yadda yadda yadda, if I still hold a values system separate from the Abrahamic God's, why should I worship Him?
For selfish reasons, to avoid punishment and gain a reward? That seems...not very Christian. Or Islamic, for that matter, though it might be Judaic, if I am remembering/interpreting the little I know correctly.
Because He's just correct and therefore it becomes the right thing to do? It's consistent, at least, but I just can't really get behind it as a motivation.
In order to save others, not just myself, by becoming evangelist and spreading the Word? I can see that working in terms of logical reasoning, but I don't know how effective Evangelists really are, and saving others seems like something to aspire to, but that Jesus is infinitely better at, and interfering with good intentions will pave the way to damnation all the wider.
If God is truly Good, then my best course of action is to try to find what is truly Good, and act in that way. To claim that it is incomprehensible does not seem to match with scripture, given we only Sin because of Original Sin, which in turn came from an external agent deceiving and tricking us. In this case, claiming that God should have done X or Y is meaningless, because we can't understand his reasoning, but Sin (afaik) does not cloud our minds to the point where learning what is Good is impossible, nor acting on it, simply vastly more difficult.
And if all or most possibilities for the existence of the Divine, or any Divine being, are approximately equal in likelihood, then my best course of action is to concentrate on being and doing Good, rather than wasting my time praising the Most Good Being In All Of Existence. Such a being would, presumably (and obviously at this point my line of thought becomes presumptuous, apologies), desire for me to be Doing Good, rather than praising it. Once I'm Heaven there'll be plenty of time for self-congratulatory action, after the Rapture and everything. In the meantime what's important is helping people.
And if God would, will, and does condemn people to Hell for not praising his name and following his orders, well...that Heaven isn't really one I'd want to be in anyway, I would think.
Of course the other possibility is that God can't prevent people from going to Hell, he can only try and get them to do behavior that will get them to go to Heaven, but 'praising God' and 'various commandments God gives' don't really make too much sense as criteria, in that case. Maybe it's true anyway, but again, I'd rather focus on doing Good unto others, than accumulating Good for myself. Ideally speaking, anyway; I'm as flawed as anyone in reality, and am unlikely to manage to do that as well as I'd like.
If I've missed a line of reasoning here, I'd appreciate someone pointing it out to me. The only way to know your beliefs are true is to test them time and again.
Sidenote: Loud Whispers, going back to an earlier point with an article that illustrates my opposition to demonizing Islam beautifully, I think it'd be good if you read
this.