My dream last night made me wonder...
I've noticed that even when I'm not actually thinking about the fact that I'm dreaming during dreams, I still retain a sense of "this situation isn't real/permanent, any consequences to events are entirely temporary and won't matter in the long term" throughout them.
So, for example, if I'm stuck in an unpleasant or dangerous situation, there's always a sense of only having to last it out until I wake up, even if I'm not actually thinking of it in terms of waking up.
Is this a typical thing for most people when having normal (non-lucid) dreams? Or is it more common for it to feel indistinguishable from reality and like any consequences will be real/permanent?
How about having those same thoughts while you're awake in the real world, in a similar context? It's even weirder. Doesn't help that reality itself is becoming less realistic over time (I stopped listening to the news, things have gotten beyond ridiculous). I mean, I can still distinguish reality apart, but my awareness feels like it's trying to convince me that this world is running out of time being the main reality, as if
this is the dream, and our dream worlds are realit(y/ies) in their own individual rights (I have memories of lives I never fully lived; as if I actually spent years inside said worlds within the window of time of sleeping). In a sense, I feel like the waking world is a prison; an alternative version of Hell, a waking nightmare that doesn't feel like one, at first sight.
In a sense, it does allow me an interesting opportunity to take advantage of said mindset, as a hobby, and see if, within any realm of possibility, a "Lucid State" can be achieved while awake. As far as I can consider, just off the top of my head, this could be a basis for any psychic stuff. Then again, I'm for anything beyond the boring everyday repetition lull that's been plaguing me for long enough.
If I end up breaking reality as a result, I'll research how I pulled it off and attempt to repeat results and post a how-to on doing it. Unrealistic, I know, but in a sense, that's exactly the point. To make the unreal real; especially if reality is feeling less so. Being this far into my life without much to really show for it, what do I really have to lose? Plus, this makes for some interesting thought experiments for me to work with. If nothing comes from it, well then, it was at least worth it, and fun to try out. If something does come from it, then I'm gonna have my fun first before I post anything relevant to it.
Based on my natural experience with lucid dreaming, I already know different signs and triggers I can read or even feel, and being relaxed also helps. If I can feel the same things with the waking world, considering infinite probability and such, and how dream worlds are essentially that concept in full practice, whose to say this has no possibility of working? Enough strange shit has happened in general (
including having a recent UFO sighting a couple weeks ago) to give me something to work off of; or at least some faith to at least try it out. If something comes out of it, I'll consider my life complete, no matter how meager the result.
A good place to start that I'm plenty familiar with to experiment with, time dilation, using only my mind, and no technology. Based on my instinct, relaxing to a dream-like state usually makes for a good manual trigger, and having faith in it also reinforces it. I've been able to concentrate on things (even without meditating beforehand) to such a degree that I felt like I did slow down my personal perception of time enough to increase my precision. Hell, doing so on my moped, I actually felt like, despite my dashboard saying otherwise, I felt like I was moving slower, by up to 5-15mph (feeling like going 30mph, but actually going 45mph the entire time). I hope I'm onto something; at least to give my craziness some credibility.
I've noticed myself having less and less lucidity as I get older. Maybe it's because I'm remembering fewer dreams, maybe it's because I'm not practicing anymore. Maybe it's one of many, or many things altogether. Who knows?
I'm the opposite case. My lucidity has been getting more intense, as have been my dreaming, and memories of such, as I've been getting older (Hitting 30 in half a year). Ironically, my mindset has been getting more childish the less I have cared about the rest of the world, just because it's gotten to the point of absurd, it's not worth paying any more attention to; not that I stopped caring.
I oftentimes have dreams so weird that I'm completely aware that the situation is too weird or nonsensical to be real. I don't have any lucid moments if I do realize it's a dream though. Usually just the thought "This is too crazy to not be a dream" or somethought along those lines, then I keep dreaming nonsense or wake up.
That's basically the best summary of what I'm saying, or at least trying to; except about real life in the waking world.