Dear Edwin,
I can't get myself to write Mom & Dad this letter, and I hope you won't tell them about it. But I needed to tell someone.
Yesterday was my 4th mission with the 8th Air Force. The first three were scary at times, but this one had me thinking I'd buy the farm for sure. That's why I don't want you to tell Mom & Dad. Especially Mom, I know she probably couldn't take it. But I need to get this off my chest, and telling the intelligence officer isn't the same as talking to family. I hope you don't mind.
We've had some close calls, but nothing like this time. We were going to Meaulte. The brass thinks they're building aircraft there, and they want to stop it. It's close to Amiens, where we've been before, so I figured it wouldn't be too bad.
Wrong. On our way there, we get bounced by four airplanes. Four! The fighter jocks got two of them off our tails, the 190s, but there was still a 109 and a 110.
The gunners went crazy at them, and everybody was shouting over the intercom. Ed missed the 109 coming in from 1.30, but Ryan and Garrett both let loose at the 110. Before it could reach us, one of the engines coughed smoke, stalled and spun down below the clouds. Garrett was ecstatic - he confirmed the kill later - but there was still a 109 coming at us. He was jerking all over the place as the entire squadron seemed to be shooting at him. That fouled his aim, and I don't think he hit us at all!
One more 109 tried to dive in from 12 o'clock high, but was driven off. And that's when things got hairy. Nothing but blue, then all of a sudden the sky above and below is filled with black puffs. I thought it would block out the sun and even the vets were sounding worried on the radio. Turns out, they were bracketing us. The two layers converged... and then we're in the middle of it, with nothing we could do to stop it.
The plane shuddered a few times, then without warning there were two quick blasts, right on top of us. Next thing I know, there's plexiglass flying all over my windscreen, the plane drops thirty feet, and I'm fighting to keep it in formation. Took us the best of five minutes to figure out how badly we were. Calvin was OK somehow despite some bruises and cuts, but his bomb controls were out so he was dropping manually. The elevators were a little bust, and I had trouble keeping the plane steady. Worse, both Calvin and Roman's heatsuits stopped working.
The bomb drop was a failure because of the manual bomb drop, and now Calvin and Roman are getting really, really cold. Especially Calvin, down in the shattered nose, at 20k. I decided to stay with the formation as we turned back. That was stretching it a bit, but we needed the protection of the rest of the squadron over target.
It was a good thing too, because the Jerries were relentless. A first wave of one 190 and two 109s comes in, but our escort burst in at the last second. They were busy with the first wave when the second wave came, so we had two 109s coming straight for us from 12 o'clock.
Then the guns are rattling again, missing. At least they threw the 109s' aim off, because they both swooped past without hitting. We had told Ryan, back in the tail, to expect 109s, and he was ready for them. As soon as they zoomed past, he's shooting and swearing like a madman. He actually hit one too, despite the separation speed over 500mph.
By now, both Calvin and Roman are in risk of freezing (literally - we're at 20.000 feet and it's
cold), so I do what I have to do, and drop out of formation, down to 10.000ft. That left us below the escorts and the safety of the formation, so there's nothing stopping the Jerries from coming in again, and again, and again, and again...
Which is exactly what happened. It's all hazy now, but the gunners wouldn't stop firing throughout the whole time, and I really thought we were done for. Since I didn't have to keep formation, I was throwing the Dame all over the place, trying to make myself hard to hit. Of course, that threw off my boys too...
By this time I don't know what's happening anymore. I know we're close to St. Omer, which must be where all the aircraft are coming from. What I do know is that Ed claimed a kill in all of that confusion,
and a probable. The gunners are none too happy about it, since he's supposed to navigate, not get all the kills!
The funny thing about air combat is - and I've heard the fighter jocks say this a lot more than we do - in one moment you're in the thick of it. In the next the sky is as empty as space. The Dame made it out of all of that, somehow. We finally spot the White Cliffs of Dover (I could listen to that song all night now), and despite damage to the elevators, we make it down in one piece.
It was a tough mission for sure...
But we made it... and we'll make it again. We were actually among the first to arrive. Our ground crew was scared for a few seconds, until they saw us all leave the plane unharmed. The Dame wasn't looking its finest, but all in all it was not too bad to repair.
After the mission, we stayed a few hours, counting the bombers landing, the stragglers, tallying the damage. It was a tough day. I think 17 bombers didn't make it.
Ed and Roman were pretty cold, but it was nothing serious, so they got us to fly as soon as the Dame was good to go. Three days later, we went back to St. Omer,
again. We were hit by flak,
again, though nothing critical. We were off target
again... but somehow a few of our bombs still hit, so there's that.
Now we're no longer on probation - a new batch of B-17s and crews came in. So, starting soon, we're going on longer missions, and the fighters won't be as close as we'd like them. I don't know what to do if my crew's heatsuits get taken out again... we could've been in
real trouble down there, at 10k, outside the formation. Calvin and Roman are thankful for dropping down to 10k so they didn't freeze, but I'm not sure I can do it again...
Can't dwell on that though, so I've been hoping we stop drawing low position in the squadron. The lowest always get hit harder... five missions down, twenty to go, and we'll be state-side!
P.S. I am so glad to hear you got that job at the newspaper! Looks like all the work you put in really paid off. Perhaps you can come here as a correspondent soon - that'd be swell.
Don't forget not to tell Mom & Dad!
Your brother,
Angel