"I'm sorry for saying something like that Selina..." Victoria tightly hugs Selina and gently cries for a bit. "I'm sorry for even thinking about that... If you wish, I'll cut off my tongue and take off my bracelet so that I'll never be able to say anything that upsetting again..." Victoria unsheathes her knife and lightly presses its side against her tongue. <I'm just making a fool of myself and upsetting you, aren't it?> She lets go of the knife and lets it fall back out before using its enchantment to resheath it. "*sigh* Just when it was going so well, both our problems return... I really am a monster aren't I? Great... now I'm just making you sad... I'll just shut up for now before I say anything else wrong..." Victoria tightly hugs Selina and softly cries. Her usual energy seemed completely drained and she seemed to be completely subservient in tone, a slight amount of fear had been edging into her voice... not fear of anyone else, but fear of herself. She collapses into Selina's arms, she doesn't even care whether or not Selina was willing to accept her anymore. If Selina doesn't hold her, she'll just smash her head against the floor, not like it mattered or anything. At least it would save some work.
Her voice resonates out once more, this time in Selina's mind. She seemed even more nervous than before... and a bit fearful of Selina as well this time, afraid of being rebuked for her previous statement. Yet there was something else in her voice... some sort of unyielding determination. <There's really two options we have right now... firstly, we can have Vivian train you to resist those urges... you'll have to be vigilant at all times to prevent it from getting out of control... who knows? Maybe a solution will present itself... if Demons Run ever gets unsealed within our lifetimes, she'll probably be able to resolve it... Then, there's the other option, which if the first one fails, we will have to accept... I'll allow you to kill my shell while I remotely control it, we'll be heavily sealed away to prevent collateral damage... I might be able to claim the dead shell as an operational expense and get a clearance to have a new one... or we could make an empty shell that I can pilot through the bracelet to do that instead... you'll become a full succubus, powered by strong emotions, and I'll do my best to make the rest of our lives as enjoyable for you as possible... then when you die... you'll get sent to hell... it's terrible there... truly terrible... but it's easy to infiltrate... it isn't like they care much about stopping people from going in... and I'll find you and stay by your side for all eternity, doing all I can to make you as happy as possible... I'm sorry that there aren't that many other options I can give you... I feel useless... but for whatever little capacity I can manage, I'll do everything I can... ...Please remember, I'll do anything for you... anything at all... self harm, suicide, whatever, if something could be gained from that for your sake, I'll do it if you wish... I'm sorry for asking that question... I really am... I can't help it sometimes... I'm sorry... but I'm beyond your forgiveness... I'm sorry... But these words might as well be meaningless... I'm sorry... that I exist... I'm sorry... please still love me... I'm sorry... I'm scared...>
Victoria convulsively sobs whilst a strange, euphoric dysphoria leaks through the bracelet, joy and sorrow intertwining in an expression of Victoria's current emotions.