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[Atnegam]

"Maybe not yet, but it'll happen eventually. The things I do to people who I call friends I-... I do messed up shit man. It's why I'm always so lonely. Any person I care about I eventually realize that I'm a horrible person and as some fucked up defensive system I begin to treat them like shit. I call them worthless, tell them nobody likes them, I plant these seeds of doubt in their mind in hopes that they may stay around me longer or something because they depend on me to make them a better person but..." He breaks off and buries his face in his arms, "I-I shut them out then and I wear this 'cool stoic attitude' and just pretend that it doesn't affect me and I don't care about this friendship stuff but it... I-I don't want to be lonely man... I don't want to die alone by myself after I put a bullet in my head because I can't take it anymore..." He sobs lightly into his arms as he finishes.

[Empiricist]

<Well, she should see a psychiatrist if she isn't willing to talk about it, I hate ambiguous angst... Names? They sound like Tarot cards then.>

[ragnarok97071]

<Well, she should see a psychiatrist if she isn't willing to talk about it, I hate ambiguous angst... Names? They sound like Tarot cards then.>

<Mhm! They say stuff like... "Lotus Blossom" and stuff.>

[Empiricist]

<They don't sound like Tarot cards in that case then. I have no idea.>
Cyrielle idly begins programming a heuristic.

[ragnarok97071]

<They say they're magic, but they don't do anything...>

[SOLDIER First]

"You don't have to be alone, Mallory. You have me, Selina, Kyle, Sen, Will, Keith, Bethany, Ester, Tobias, and all the others that I assume are here too. You can talk to us about things. It's okay to need help sometimes."
Lyle places a hand on Mallory's shoulder.

[Atnegam]

Mallory looks up, his eyes reddened now, "R-Really? Are you sure? I'm not that friendly of a guy though..."

[SOLDIER First]

"That hasn't stopped anyone from talking to you before."

[IamanElfCollaborator]

Cyrielle continues trying to contact Annie and Wheatley, Anima as well though in a separate channel.

The former two are asleep.

Anima isn't.
>Yes?<

[Atnegam]

Mallory smiled slightly, "Yeah, I guess." He unraveled himself from the ball he was in and moved to hug Lyle.

[SOLDIER First]

Lyle is totally okay with this.

[Atnegam]

He squeezes Lyle tightly in the hug, "Thanks Lyle."

[SOLDIER First]

"S-sure thing.."

[Empiricist]

Cyrielle continues trying to contact Annie and Wheatley, Anima as well though in a separate channel.

The former two are asleep.

Anima isn't.
>Yes?<

<Is there any way to contact Hephaestus via a email or telephone-equivalent?>
<Sounds like one of those ridiculous card games that reap massive profits from selling pieces of what amounts to laminated cardboard. I personally prefer playing cards or Tarot cards seeing as they come with one copy of each card without requiring the purchase of additional collections of cards, plus I prefer games along the vein of blackjack and whatnot.>

[IamanElfCollaborator]

>No. Hephaestus is normally a very reclusive man. I am fairly surprised he was persuaded to do such a thing, in fact.<