((Probably because it lets you get more inside the mind of the characters, their thought processes and personalities rather than having a few simplistic sentences typed out hurriedly in fear of getting ninja'd
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Ah, to hell with it. May as well ask. Normally, she'd be more cautious to expose her emotions, but Sen seemed trustworthy enough. At least, more trustworthy than most, after all, she even offered to risk her life in reconnaissance. Then again, it may have been a calculated risk, basing itself off of the overall idealism of the group, a question asked with heuristics backing a negative answer; an offer made for the sole purpose of being declined; little more than a rhetoric for the sake of gaining trust and betraying that in an opportune moment. For an ancient demon of knowledge, that probably wouldn't be too difficult.
...there it was again, cynicism leaking into her thoughts, like a venom being injected in her veins. Or was it paranoia? It was hard to tell sometimes, perhaps the two were alike, the former the rational, the latter the irrational. A sort of binary duality which the dead girl found beauty in. Perhaps it was incorrect, so what? The processes of internally debating it with herself was rewarding in its own right. It reminded her of her debates with Silica which sporadically interrupted latter as she read to the former in those thankfully few days where she couldn't even operate a laptop... Ah yes... she still remembered it, weakly asking to marry her should some sort of deus ex machina transpired. All in good, though grim, humor of course. But nevertheless something that could still be used to tease after her supernatural recovery.
A pang of regret resonated in her mind. She didn't communicate with her friends as often as she wanted to, if only they had bracelets... no. Perish that thought and resurrect it later; she already strayed too far from her original line of thinking.
Oh well, at least it was a pleasant reverie...
Now, where was she again?
...
...Ah yes, should she ask Sen? Probably, it was doubtful that such questions would expose any vulnerabilities even should the demon have infernal intentions.
[To: Sen]
<I noticed that you didn't care too much for the people you killed, if you mind me asking, at what time did you stop caring about such matters? Was it a slow or fast transition?>