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[SOLDIER First]

(("Ooh, burn."))

[Projeck37]

"I have no sense of belonging purely because of my nature of being half void and have creation..."
Ashley lowers her gaze

[Akroma]

<I am not sure I understand what you mean. You are here, are you not?>

[Projeck37]

"I don't feel like I belong anywhere..."

[Akroma]

<Here is where your family and friendy life, if that amounts to your criteria as to where home is.>

[Projeck37]

"It's not about whether I feel at home or not. I just feel as if I don't belong in either plane of existence.

[Akroma]

<Well, but you exist, so does it matter?>

[Projeck37]

"You just don't understand."

[Akroma]

<With the differences in perception of time, every time you guys go to bed, I spend roughly 5 days in my own world, alone. When somebody is gone for a week, for me I haven't seen that person in over 2 months. I tend to forget the names of the people around here and need to look them back up. The entire world out there is strange and foreign to me, and most of the feedback I get from it is a few numbers on a screen. So don't act like I wouldn't know how it is to feel like you don't belong. How I resolved the issue is anchors. Find people that are worth staying, that really make you feel that this is where you want to be, and that make it worth overcoming hindrances for. You have a daughter ((or was it even two?)) here, and all your friends. Frankly, that none of us are enough to make you feel like this is the right place for you I find a bit saddening. Are we not worth it?>

[Projeck37]

<I was gone for 3 days your time, but for me, it was 10 years. And it's not that I don't have people to anchor to. It's just an issue of actually staying... And my daughter can go into the void and stay in creation. There's no issue with her... Trust me, you far from understanding if you think the problem is finding an anchor...>
Ashley removes hee bracelet and starts crying again.

[Akroma]

ICARUS thinks to herself Ashley is a stupid bitch. She was 10 years in the void because she *died*. Fell in battle because her body was cut with a sword one too many times. Normaly when people die, they are dead, instead she got a daughter and came back. Ungrateful bitch is ungrateful.

[Projeck37]

<That's kind of harsh, ICARUS.>
Oh hey, Tobias.

[Akroma]

<Don't read my thoughts. Personal space and all.>

[USEC_OFFICER]

<That's kind of harsh, ICARUS.>
Oh hey, Tobias.

<Um, if you haven't noticed, that's just kinda how she is.>

Oh hey, Ester.

[Projeck37]

<Got nothing better to do. But still, harsh. You ever consider that she didn't really want a kid? Not saying that's the case, but you never know. And if you think about it, she probably didn't know that she could even come back.>
<Eh, I've noticed.>