Math. It's not my favorite subject. In fact, it's not even in the top ten. I am a person who does not understand math. There's a reason I made one of the Math help threads. It feels so alien, foreign, and pointless. I did okay as a kid, better than my peers, but the endless rote busywork drove me insane with hatred for the agonizing pointlessness of it all. As a teen, I just stopped caring and never looked back. English, science (yes, even the bits with math stuck in, and those horrible half-math-half-science amalgamations like physics,) history/geography, music, and art were my strong suits, so I focused on those. In my junior high/high school days, that was basically everything but math and sports, and I was in martial arts, too. I did what I had to do to graduate and only that. Thirteen years later, I'm a college student. I had some "difficult" (advanced algebra, calculus, some linear algebra, ratios, vectors, matrices, stuff like that,) math classes for Computer Science, even though we weren't using anything more than the most basic of math (+, -, *, /, and %) in our programming. The math and programming never really lined up for me, so I never saw the point. Then, after failing everything in a semester, I gave up on CompSci, and turned into a generalist, just looking for a degree. I'm currently avoiding all math like the plague.
What would have driven me, and would still drive me, to do math is simple: A way to see it like the mathematician does. From the outside looking in, pure math is utterly, disgustingly, infuriatingly pointless. All I see is the endless busywork of learning formulas and never actually doing anything of importance with them, and it turns my stomach. Tell me, what art is there to be done with math? Where is the beauty? I like making things of beauty, but for all the "wonder" of the number, all I ever manage to get is a repeated bludgeoning with a 400lb textbook. If I, and I'm sure many other students, could make something beautiful with mathematics, even if it were simple, I would probably grab hold with both hands instead of pushing away with both hands.