So apprantly there was some drama over how I played my role as traitor which led to me being banned. I'm sorry to those I shot at but please understand that most of the people I shot at had guns, or were people in positions to get guns. While some argued that the only reason they had guns was to defend themselves from me, while valid it also served to make yourself a target when I saw that you had weapons, It is almost like if the NRA had false premises. The one other I killed was so that they would not be able to show up later blowing my disguise and I understand that this sucks a lot. I know there were people who claimed that I was murderbonering and there is not much I can say other then that I felt that I acted appropriately to the situation as it unfolded and do not feel that I did anything wrong. You are free to disagree as this is simply my own opinion of my actions which has affected you negatively. From my position one false move could spell disaster for me and I had to act decisively if I were to survive.
I am sorry if you were upset by my actions as traitor or was killed by me or even if you felt that I wronged you in some way but it is in the past now and I hope that when my ban has run its time we can get over this sordid round and move on to enjoyable ones.
I understand that emotions are high so please take a breath before replying.
Okay so this is just my two cents but I believe that the thing about "murderboning" is that most of the time it is very practical and useful, and that's precisely why it's not allowed. When you're an armed antag it's very easy to go on a killing spree. Most of the time unless you're a griefer your act of murderboning is rationalized by a reason, and witnesses are huge trouble when they see you killing someone, so naturally you have to kill them, but then somebody would see you killing them, and by the time you removed all evidences you're standing in a pool of blood and have killed about 5 people.
That is not what a sane person does. If you're going to rp right, you might just decide that your cover is blown and just run. I mean, you're a traitor, not a serial killer.