The thing is that I don't know if all muslims are like that or not.
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Now, stop and re-read my sentence.
Realized why I wrote it?
I don't know. The newspaper are so keen on giving us the details of yet another Muslim related act of terrorism, that it makes me sick. Just yesterday I was speaking to a friend of how we shouldn't judge Muslims depending on what a few terrorists did. Today I find myself looking at news speaking of Terrorist acts against people for seemingly no other reason than chaos and I'm like...was I right?
I would love to give the benefit of doubt to people.
I really would.
The problem is that News aren't making it easy. All I hear is how 'Muslim terrorist did this' 'muslim terrorist did that'. I never hear of 'Christian terrorist does this' or 'Jewish terrorist does that'. Maybe it's a form of censorship made by my state, maybe it's just that they don't 'sell' as well as the rest...
But all I have at the moment, all I know at the moment, is that Muslims are Terrorists.
It's an extremely bad vibe, and I hope muslims realize this. I can't look at another dark-skinned man without mentally asking myself 'is he muslim?' and 'is he going to blow up any second now and kill me?' and that brings me to thing about Purges and Genocide.
I'm not an extremist, I know the thought is wrong.
But in the end, isn't fear justifiable? And if we should just live with a smile, saying 'not all are bad', are we ready to risk the smiles of others?
I think the problem is that we can't know for sure the Cultural Level of an individual.
The highest the Cultural Level, the less the chance said individual turns out to be a mad-man/terrorist. The question is...how do we measure culture? How do we measure the 'degree' of 'humanity' an individual SHOULD possess? The degree of 'I'm not going to blow myself up' or 'I'm not going to cleave a man'?
We cannot.
And so we end up with listening to news claiming 'Muslim terrorist did this' and we end up associating muslims to terrorism.
Sure, some people will understand that they're people, just like the rest of us, but the question that freezes the soul is...for how long will we keep our wits?
When fear will grip your soul, when the next one will blow up your family, will cleave the head of your wife, son, mother...will you still think like this?
And I know I won't, and that's sad, I admit it, but I won't. I can give a chance to people as long as it isn't my family paying the price, but then again I'm not an Hypocrite at least. I'm being fairly honest with this post: I don't care. I might distrust, but I won't hate immediately.
The question however remains...
For how long will my reason hold against fear?
Because the guys might just have been two psychopaths, not muslims and perfectly 'sane' till that moment of folly...but by how the news is portrayed...
It's just extra muslim hate, isn't it?
Or is it just another drop in the cup of fear?