Im so sorry guys. For all that stupid shit i have said throughout my time here.
Im so god damn sorry for making you guys mad about my back-then-rather controversial thoughts(fucking bigotted useless crap) on homosexuality. I wanted to say sorry but i was muted.
Im sorry for everyone i insulted. I feel i have been nothing but a burden for you guys, a useless unintentional troll.
I have realised why i am alone, and i know that the person i should say sorry to, is myself, for scaring other people away with my prejudices, disliked opinions and fucking insane behavior.
Now i have another unbearable week infront of me, another monday to hate, another wednessday to sleep away, another friday to loathe myself with and another saturday to delete "suicide" from my browser history. My girlfriend keeps telling me, and i hope so, that i will make through this, see another bright day, see the sun rise and shine bright again. Not that i deserve it, just a simple human urge.
Good night Bay12, been a tough day, like all the others, but fuck that. I wish you guys best of luck and i hope your days are brighter than mine, because you deserve it.