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DrPoo

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Sorry
« on: October 20, 2012, 03:27:23 pm »

Im so sorry guys. For all that stupid shit i have said throughout my time here.
Im so god damn sorry for making you guys mad about my back-then-rather controversial thoughts(fucking bigotted useless crap) on homosexuality. I wanted to say sorry but i was muted.
Im sorry for everyone i insulted. I feel i have been nothing but a burden for you guys, a useless unintentional troll.

I have realised why i am alone, and i know that the person i should say sorry to, is myself, for scaring other people away with my prejudices, disliked opinions and fucking insane behavior.
Now i have another unbearable week infront of me, another monday to hate, another wednessday to sleep away, another friday to loathe myself with and another saturday to delete "suicide" from my browser history. My girlfriend keeps telling me, and i hope so, that i will make through this, see another bright day, see the sun rise and shine bright again. Not that i deserve it, just a simple human urge.

Good night Bay12, been a tough day, like all the others, but fuck that. I wish you guys best of luck and i hope your days are brighter than mine, because you deserve it.
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Re: Sorry
« Reply #1 on: October 20, 2012, 03:30:16 pm »

'Tis okay dude.
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Re: Sorry
« Reply #2 on: October 20, 2012, 03:48:03 pm »

Everyone has bad days. At least you realise you were in the wrong, ja?

Also I have no idea what transpired, so have my (completely ignorant) forgiveness!
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Re: Sorry
« Reply #3 on: October 20, 2012, 03:59:26 pm »

If you've realised your mistake the best way to apologise is to try and post better in the future.  Most people would avoid holding grudges based on past history.
« Last Edit: October 20, 2012, 04:01:08 pm by Leafsnail »
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Re: Sorry
« Reply #4 on: October 20, 2012, 04:00:26 pm »

Doing wrong and realising it was wrong is all part of growing as a person, Doc. We're all stupid at times. It's very strong of you to apologise, still. Very many people would rather just try to ignore it than have the bravery to ask for forgiveness.

You have a good night too. I hope you'll wake up to a brighter day tomorrow as well, because you deserve it too.
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Re: Sorry
« Reply #5 on: October 20, 2012, 04:59:51 pm »

Takes a lot of courage to accept past grievances and step towards the future. For that DrPoo, you have my respect.

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Re: Sorry
« Reply #6 on: October 20, 2012, 05:11:44 pm »

I don't know what happened, but the fact that you were willing to apologize and admit that you were in the wrong is enough for me. No worries, as long as you remember this.
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Re: Sorry
« Reply #7 on: October 20, 2012, 05:14:39 pm »

If you are genuinely feeling suicidal contact a doctor. Don't even argue with it just go.
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DrPoo

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Re: Sorry
« Reply #8 on: October 20, 2012, 05:17:50 pm »

If you are genuinely feeling suicidal contact a doctor. Don't even argue with it just go.

Im too depressed and cowardly to actually do it, will call the docter once i start automatically grabbing out after shit and hurting myself.
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Re: Sorry
« Reply #9 on: October 20, 2012, 06:18:25 pm »

Think off it this way, Doc. By not contacting a doctor you are, in fact, hurting yourself.
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Re: Sorry
« Reply #10 on: October 20, 2012, 06:32:19 pm »

*hug* :(

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Re: Sorry
« Reply #11 on: October 20, 2012, 06:38:30 pm »

If you are genuinely feeling suicidal contact a doctor. Don't even argue with it just go.

Im too depressed and cowardly to actually do it, will call the docter once i start automatically grabbing out after shit and hurting myself.

If you wait until then you'll be too far-gone to be willing to get help for yourself.

If you can't do it for yourself, remember that you're not just hurting yourself with this. The people around you, who care about you, suffer from this, sometimes just as much as you, sometimes even more than you. If you don't get treated, you're hurting them, too.

I'm sorry this disease got dumped on you, and I wish you all the luck in the world in combating it. But you can't do it alone.
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Re: Sorry
« Reply #12 on: October 20, 2012, 10:53:41 pm »

Don't even know what you're apologising for. Don't really care. Every post of yours I've read is okay. Just know that everyone here cares about you man.

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Re: Sorry
« Reply #13 on: October 20, 2012, 11:08:44 pm »

Dr, you may have said some silly or wrong things while you were here, but I'm sure we all want you to be a happy person and get better. I know I do. Contacting a professional would be the easiest way to do that.
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Re: Sorry
« Reply #14 on: October 21, 2012, 12:35:29 am »

Whatever you did, 90% of us will forget it in two weeks and the other 10% probably won't treat you differently if you just never bring it up again. Welcome to the internet!
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