You know you really want something to come out when you start to get dreams about it.
Well then. According to that, maybe I need to get out more often again. I'll wait until the weather improves before I look around, or at least hit up my siblings for some assistance.
On the plus side, for Christmas, I got a custom-made surfboard. So that's a good start.
EDIT:
Actually, maybe I just need to get over myself and my past failures with the ladies. Unlike most people, at least I attempted all those times, instead of not approaching and regretting being in the dark the whole time; so maybe my list of failures shouldn't be looked at as me being a failure with the ladies, but rather, me being pretty gorram persistent (and arrogant as it sounds, the ladies I was hitting on not having a sense of taste where quality is concerned in regards to dating; their loss.), and having actually worked up the balls to go through with it that many times (mind you, I'm the paranoid-cautious type that doesn't normally do this, and I did it several times; and unlike most people's expectations, I seeked companionship/player-2/partner-in-crime, not a one-night stand/fuck-buddy); funny enough, one of the ladies of my dreams mentioned something along those lines while I was dancing with them, which was needless to say, enlightening. Screw going to a therapist, my dreams rock as a form of therapy. Tells me both what I need AND what I want to hear.
All in all, I got most of my good advice this way, and I feel like a different person, or more like my classic childhood self again (aka- Nostalgia Mode: Spiritual Edition, where it seems at the very core of my being, I'm my old old old OLD self, which is ironically, extremely childish, but in a fun way, not in a non-functioning member of society way, AKA- Man-child. It's more like my inner child is one with my core personality again.). Back in a day where I was care free, and life didn't show it's ugly side all the time. Oddly enough, since I've taken this direction in spiritual evolution (again), my days have unusually taken a turn for the better nowadays, and I've been noticing myself being happier more frequently. I want to learn more about, and behind, this so I can maintain and replicate this effect, and even teach others how to do it as well, because it has motivated me to add to my New Year's Resolution: Be Happy. Simply, just that. My happiness takes higher priority than everything else (but know where to draw the line as to not inconvenience everyone else, or minimize interference with important Real Life stuff where it could cause more harm than good).