Might need a drink.
Next time we meet, in dreamspace, I might join ya... (Not as in "singles bar" joining you, unless it's actually a low-rate-of-success one with everyone waiting on the off-chance of some misguided and/or open-minded supermodel wandering in, along with half a dozen of her closest work-colleagues, but until then there's just me, you, Morn from DS9, Norm from Cheers and Barney from the Simpsons desperately holding onto the bar to make sure it doesn't spin so much that the drinks get spilt.)
Although my self-pitying dreams tend to sit in the half-awake/half-dreaming bit of my cycling consciousness, when I'm actually consciously pondering things. The
full dreams tend to be more esoteric (although you can certainly extract the occasional bit of
ennui edit: no, not ennui... 'self-reflection'[1]? from them).
OTOH, when I counted the number of people who expect to see me over any given week (not counting people from Officialdom, and of course virtual places like this where I'm just a few random bytes in a crowd) I came up with the grand total of 'Four'. That's basically counting family, friends and work colleagues. There's more who would notice my absence from rarer events (such as this very weekend, where any announced absence from an organised event would mean getting someone else to replace me at short notice, and "just not turning up" would cause real problems), but it's slightly less people than I'm comfortable with should I find myself suddenly struck ill, or injured, at home or out on the road and knowing that the neighbours wouldn't find much less than an eventual unrepaired broken window as cause to wonder if I'm actually
around at all.
Sorry, ending on a downer, there.
Shall we try and lighten the mood in saying that probably your dream is a
rehearsal, for when you actually (and imminently) need to interact with such a girlfriend? And then darken it again by suggesting further rehearsal for if/when she departs again, for some reason so far unknown... But, after all, that which does not kill you[2] makes you stronger!!
[1] i.e. In the manner of an introvert, that being more of what I actually
meant here. I knew it wasn't quite right, hence this late edit.
[2] Or end up severing or disabling a majority of your limbs!
(edited down into a footnote, while I'm here, to try to flow better)