"I suppose so. I know a lot of other people had worse problems growing up," she said, looking over Bael's shoulder to the doppelganger. "But it was still pretty lonely in that fort. I was the only person my age around there; by the time Katenka had a child, I was already ten years old. After that, she was too busy with her son to pay attention to me much." She sighed.
"Well... there were other reasons I left, besides an arranged marriage. One was that Collins died. I wish I could say he had a dramatic, hero's death, falling on some battlefield far away, or that he caught an illness and I was there for him in his final moments. He wasn't even assassinated, so I could find his murderer and get revenge." She rested her chin on her wrists again. "Just heart failure. I knew he was around fifty, and that he carried a lot of old wounds - I had even seen a few of the worse scars - but... I guess I just didn't expect it. It's always such a... well, a sudden shock when you lose someone close to you that you love very, very much, like suddenly falling into an ice cold lake."
She ran a hand through her bangs, ignoring them as they immediately fell back into place. "Everyone was busy after the funeral, so... I left. There didn't seem to be a reason to stay or a place for me there, anyway." She turned her eyes back from the table to Alith. "What about you? Did you know your family?" The doppelganger often hinted at his past, but he had never really said anything concrete about himself.