Well I've seen some....well dark stories on here that people are willing to share to I figured what the heck why not make a thread about shareing our worst experiances and sharing them.
When I was around 11, I think, I was more......violent. I got into fights, usually other people started them but eh details, alot and I stopped handing in homeworks becouse I was fed up with my teachers saying it was to 'help learn the matieral' when I corrected them in class sometimes >.>. Anyway, one day I started a fight with this other kid who was being a racist prick, got a split lip, that part is fine and all well and dandy. Now when I got home Paul, my father, was apparently upstairs takeing a bath. My math teacher called and informed him of the homework, and I think the fight but I'm not sure. He proceeded to calmy finish the bath, get dressed, come down stairs, and beat the liveing shit out of me, as my sister just sat at the computer not doing a thing. My mother was at work at the time so she couldn't help. The next day I had bruses covering my body and was bleeding from....a bad spot to be bleeding from. Next day my mom got him arrested and a restraining order filed(yay mom!) and since that day I no matter how much I want to or how much I try my arms won't respond when I try to punch someone. I also, especially after learning some of the shit he did to my mom during their marriage, tend to....blow up when people compair me to him. The experiance also helped finish a process that was already going on, for almost 6 years I went around barly feeling any emotion, I didn't even cry over anything during those years. I am only recently becomeing able to feel, and feeling less sucidal, and oddly enough I'm....happy now, mostly.