So I got really depressed and finally started seeing a doctor for it in Jan or Feb of this year. I'm fine with her being an M.D. and not a psychiatrist or whatever.
I told her right off the bat that I was in an odd situation at the moment financially and didn't have insurance. She agreed to make the visits $75 cash each time for about a 45 minute to 1 hour visit.
She prescribed celexa (cito phram... however you spell it), adjusted the dosage up accordingly over time etc. The whole time, I've been an incredibly appreciative patient, paid up front in full, said thank you excessively, etc. She says she likes talking to me etc. Plus the meds are like $4 a month generic, that's workable.
So far, I feel way better on the medication than I did off it. It's not 100% but I'll take it. She seemed to like the idea of adding a new medication on top of what I was already on called Welbutrin. (however you spell that). Only problem is that stuff is EXPENSIVE, even in the generic form, it's almost $100/month. I can't afford that and I told the pharmacist that straight out.
I informed my doctor that I couldn't afford the new meds and asked if I could just keep on the old meds without the addition. In a perfect world, I would do both, but unfortunately I can't make that happen. For some reason, I keep getting told by her staff that I should see a psychiatrist. The latest phone message from them is that I can keep seeing my doctor and staying on the meds FOR NOW, but that I should make an appointment with "my psychiatrist" as soon as possible....
Is it just me or am I being nudged towards the door?
I don't have a psychiatrist and I can't afford one.
I just want to keep seeing my doctor the way things are. No, it's not perfect, but it's wayyyy better than it was before.
Am I overreacting to this? What the heck is going on here? I don't like the staff telling me "FOR NOW" and that "You need to make an appointment with your psychiatrist as soon as possible." I don't get why they are saying this, knowing I can't afford one. I really don't see how I'm any kind of a problem patient. With one exception (because I couldn't afford the meds) I do everything the doctor tells me and I am very grateful for everybody there helping me.
A.) My doctor knows it's incredibly difficult to get any kind of mental help on a budget and has told me so. She knows county services are overburdened and have a several month long wait list.
B.) My doctor knew of my limited financial means beforehand.
What the heck is this?