So here I am, sitting at my pc in the wee hours of the morning.
I've got the day off, so I can spend all of it sitting right here, playing nearly any game I wish.
At my fingertips is Portal 2, Dragon Age, Fallout New Vegas, Oblivion, Aion, and many others that i've quite literally spent hundreds of dollars on, not to mention my obscene stack of PS3 games.
But still.. even with all that glitz and glamor, polished, shiny graphics and all the time i've sank into each one.. I still come back to my fortress.
My home.
I don't know what it is about this game.
This simple, unpolished, cruel, evil mistress of a game.
Honestly... the only game i've ever felt humbled to in my entire gaming life.
I love games that feed me with a silver spoon. Games that pat me on the back and award me with shiny medals and badges for completing them. Games that give me breathtaking views and visuals, and push my pc to its graphical limits.
...but at the end of the day, after basking in all that glory.. I still find myself crawling back on my knees to this humble program of ASCII and text.
There are no goals. There are no medals. No one is there to pat me on my back. Nothing is just 'given' to me. The only silver I ever get to see is from the goblets and arrows that I forge with my own bare dwarven hands.
This game laughs in my face at the mention of 'easy mode' or 'guides to winning'. Lazyness is rewarded with swift, brutal death. Every feeling of triumph and pride is met with a swift boot to the stomach as I watch my carefully planned fortresses fall to hordes of creatures.
I've quickly learned to realize there is no 'winning' here.
That isn't the point.
This game is about the thrill of digging deep below the surface of the world, uncovering untold treasures and coming face to face with beasts older than the world itself.
This game is about carving out a fortress more epic than anything you've ever read about or seen in any movie that hollywood could ever create.
Its about amassing piles of riches, tons and tons of beautiful, delicately carved jewels.. and then selling them off in order to have enough food to survive the winter.
This game is about patience.
Humility.
Learning that not everything in life is going to be easy.
This game..
This beautiful.. simple.. wonderful game..
I believe it's changed my life.