Retro, I can't stop thinking. That is the total truth. I have borderline Aspergers and that is how it is with me. I can't just zone out and ignore everything. I'm can do nothing but try to keep track of every single conversation around me. There is no little 'off' switch. I can never drop a grudge unless it's resolved.
I know what you're talking about here, and yes, it sucks. On the other hand, your first post about it did seem like you were a little boastful about it and trying to make yourself sound somehow unique/special in that regard, and that's what Retro started ribbing you for. His doing that pales in comparison to how much you frigging
exploded immediately afterwards. If you thought the situation was bad and didn't want it to get worse, you shouldn't have complicated matters or made yourself look bad by slinging threats and insults. That doesn't help anything whatsoever, which is pretty goddamn clear by now.
Oh, and reading Pseudonymous' advice that started with telling you to start drinking and smoking... yeah, you can basically ignore all of that. The last thing a depressed teenager needs to do is start chemically addictive (and in this case, not even legal) habits that act as self-medication and social lubricant. Nobody on Earth needs to
smoke in order to meet people, or even drink, for that matter. Learning how to "manipulate people for your own ends" is godawful advice too; if anything, you need to learn how to form significant interpersonal relationships, and he's suggesting the complete opposite, like all that matters is human contact even if it involves you becoming some sort of alcoholic quasi-sociopathic frat boy who tries to play people like puppets.
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