The day of the next moon; Ahdo stood in a corner of the room and closed her eyes. She did not see when her companions teared each other’s flesh.
But she did hear the cracking bones and felt the scent of blood. She made an extreme effort to resist the urge of feeding. The sound died out and Ahdo opened her eyes. only Sibrek Lancekey remained. He fed greedily from a grotesque heap of bodies. She jumped at him, bit his head and ripped it off.
when she came back to her senses she listened through the door. She was looking for signs of trouble in the fort. It was only the next day, that she heard a child talking to himself in the adjacent room.
She called out to him and asked for news. There had been no werelizard transformations outside her room. It meant she was the only infected dwarf remaining in the fort and she felt immense relief.
She needed to act fast, nevertheless.
It took a while for little Vucar Guardedpaints to be more forthcoming with Ahdo. His mother, Udil, had been killed by Sarvesh in front of him. Her body had been left where it fell. Little Vucar remained next to it.
The fort was left in great disarray after Sarvesh attack and soon after that there had been a goblin siege.
Two trolls and a few goblins climbed the wall and fell into the open-air farms a few levels below. Despite being hurt from the fall, they slaughtered all five farmers, broke into the fort, and killed two more peasants in a messy battle with the military.
This meant that Udil’s body was allowed to decompose where it lay and Vucar did not move away from it. The experience made him angry, but he still came back to that room every day even after his mother bones were removed.
Ahdo convinced him to ask his namesake, Vucar Wallmob, to come to see her. He did, but it took him several days to find her, and Vucar, took a few more to come.
Ahdo felt affection for Vucar despite her obvious apprehension towards her. But Ahdo appreciated Vucar’s leadership skills, dedication to the fort and courage. And she didn’t mind that she seemed in a foul mood all the time.
When she locked herself up, Ahdo knew she could not maintain her position of mayor from the confines of that room but until the fort had found a suitable replacement she had to do her best and the only one brave enough to come to talk to her and with sufficient authority to relay her instructions was Vucar Wallmob. And for a time, she did, but it had been a long time since she last came to talk to her.
When she came Vucar didn’t talk. Ahdo could feel her presence at the other side of the door.
I know it is hard for you to trust me” Ahdo started. “I am a monster and what little good remains in me is fading quickly” Ahdo sat in the floor with her back resting on the door.
“I did good while I could, didn’t I?” there was a long pause “I never expected to have been elected as mayor, but I was, and I tried my best to help Rockstokade, I wanted it to be a home to my little Amos and the rest of us. I wanted to Improve everyone’s lives and I did good while I could, didn’t I?”
Vucar remained silent.
“I know you never trusted me; but you still helped me. I want to know that it wasn’t just because I was the elected mayor but because you thought I was making good decisions. Because you saw that I was really helping the fort. I had never tried to help people before I came here. My life is over, but I need to know that I did good even for a short time. Please, did I do good?
Vucar paced around and after a while sat on the floor with her back against the door. “yes” she said.
Ahdo sighted in relief “Thank you” Ahdo had prepared a speech in order to achieve what she wanted but when it was time to deliver it, she had forgotten it completely. “I need to ask you something, but I need you to trust me. You have always regarded me with suspicion, and you are right. I am not who I say I am”.
Ahdo continued. “My name is not Ahdo Aricen and I didn’t grow up on a human town” at this point Vucar stood up and Ahdo, louder and with more urgency in her voice, said “I want to tell you the whole truth, I know that what I am saying proves I am a liar but I believe that you deserve the truth and only when you know it all you will be able to trust me”.
Vucar didn’t seem to have stormed out so Ahdo continued “My real name is Cerol Spiraledlabor. I grew up in Hailclasped, a Last Gates hillock on the northwest. I never met my parents, so the town took care of me.
When I was of age, I was tasked with spying on Curledwhip. As you know, tension exists between the Last Gates, and the dwarves of the Influential Torch.
So the first thing I did was I marrying Iton and move to his hometown Borderconfuce. At first I just wanted to get closer to his father Zan who had been spying on Curledwhip for many years… but…”
Ahdo had to stop and swallow the pain that was crawling up her throat. “He grew on me. He was such a simple dwarf. I loved him. I longed to be like him.” she paused again and felt Vucar sitting back on the floor and reclining against the door.
Her whole life Ahdo had been able to talk people into believing anything. It felt very strange that this time she was convincing someone of the truth.
“For 23 years I pretended to be the poet Ducim Ricevessel at Curledwhip then I was sent to Lanceslotched a human town of the Realm of Crystals. That is when I became Ahdo Aricen. I pretended to be a scholar from their civilization. 20 years later moved to Trailedbelts where I continued being Ahdo for another 19 years”.
“Do you have any idea what it is to pretend to be someone else for more than 60 years of your life? Everything I said was a lie, every friend I made I betrayed, even marrying my husband had been a tactical move and I lied to him about my travels to those other towns. I could not do it anymore. When I became pregnant with Amos, I had to get away from it all. That is why we moved here”.
Vucar couldn’t help but feeling very sorry for Ahdo. Amos had died in Sarvesh attack. Ahdo fought furiously that day but there was nothing she could do, and all she got from it was being cursed. Iton had also died no long after. He had been mining the last of the waterfall shafts and there was a cave in. Many thought it had been on purpose and his way of dealing with his son’s death and his wife being cursed. Ahdo suspected as much.
After a pause Vucar said “I am very sorry Ahdo... erm, Cerol, Rockstockade turned out to be…”
“No” snaped Ahdo “Rockstockade can be the greatest fort our civilization has ever seen. What happened wasn’t because of Rockstockade. Werebeasts are a danger anywhere and the goblin sieges are the risk that fortresses take in order to become great”. Ahdo sighed and continued in a milder tone “And please, keep calling me Ahdo Stillsaved Aricen. I have never really been Cerol and I am responsible for my past. I do not get to change my name and pretend to be someone else anymore”.
Vucar allowed herself to feel admiration for Ahdo and soon felt regret and pity again. Ahdo continued “That is the truth Vucar, I feel a lot lighter now and I thank you for listening. But I must ask you one thing” Ahdo waited for Vucar’s consent.
“Go ahead” Vucar said.
“I am a terrible danger to the fortress”. Ahdo continued. “The fortress is finally clean of the beast’s curse and I am the last that remains of it. I should stay locked for the rest of my life and I am OK with that. I knew that was my fate the day I willingly walked in here”.
Ahdo paused. She knew that once she asked what she needed of Vucar this conversation had a huge chance of ending with her begging and Vucar leaving to never return.
“I am pregnant” Ahdo finally said. Vucar immediately understood the implications of this. “take my child when the time comes please, before I turn into a monster” Ahdo had to stop, upset at the thought.
“I… I don’t know” said Vucar. “I cannot expose the fortress to the curse again”. Vucar believed in order and exceptions to the rules caused disorder. In addition, she would not be able to bear being responsible for more death.
As Ahdo feared she had to beg. She even had to make a great effort not to get angry. She could not damage the trust that she had stablished between them. In the end, Vucar promised to think about it and consult the other leaders. There was Edem the militia commander, Iden the militia captain and Obok the original expedition leader that still had some influence.
Ahdo knew that no one commanded more authority that Vucar, but Vucar would never admit to it. She would follow the orders of her lessers just because they held higher positions. Ahdo regretted not having made Vucar the militia commander when she had the chance.
Vucar left Ahdo and spend the rest of the day thinking about it. And her conclusion was that if it was up to her, she would not do it. Edem avoided giving a straight answer and Obok without hesitation decided against it. Only Iden was in favour of helping Ahdo. Vucar hands were tied the majority had spoken.
Vucar thought of talking to Ahdo and tell her, but she found herself always busy. In the surface, dwarves are very fussy and have their own bizarre peculiarities but deep down, they operate like a collective mind. So, it was very easy for Vucar to forget about Ahdo and lose herself in the work of the fortress.
Ahdo had endured the rotting bodies of her friends in her narrow room. She had endured hunger and thirst for a very long time and when it was evident that Vucar would never return, she knew that she would have to endure one more nightmare. She wished she was dead, but she could not bring herself to end it all.
Soon after, Ast was born, she held him close remembering Amos and Iton and imagining the four of them having a lavish meal in the great hall. Then the change came.
That had all been nearly 3 years back and only then Vucar remembered as she passed the Hall of Pillars. “Too late now” she told herself and did not feel regret. But not because she was cruel. It was the world that was cruel, and this was how dwarves survived it. Ahdo knew that too.
Vucar entered the Great Hall followed by the squad, her nephew Mestthos and then Edem. Being last annoyed him but he pretended to have taken that place on purpose.
In the hall almost everyone was gathered and as soon as they entered Obok, who seemed exasperated for having to wait, announced in a flat voice. “According to the Last Gates’ tradition, most of you have elected to change the person holding the title of Mayor. So, with my power as expedition leader of the Hammer of Judging, founders of Idkikrost Rockstockade, I hereby strip Ahdo Aricen, absent due to the werelizard curse, of her title and give it to Ducim Chainedglazes”.
There was a cheer from most of those present, and Ducim stepped forward to join Obok. Vucar had liked Ducim since she arrived from Smithelder, the capital. She was a famous scholar and had written many books about the geography of economy and trade but Vucar who seldom read, only cared for her friendly manner and her dedication to Rockstockade.
Ducim was about to start a speech when screams where heard. “A vile force of darkness has arrived” they urgently repeated. Vucar run out of the great hall without hesitation. She heard Ducim scream “Close the gates” and someone else answering “they are all closed but for the north gate” and other voice said “They have taken the north gate it’s too late”.
Before reaching the surface Vucar stumbled upon a troll. She paused to take a breath and the troll swung its club at her. She dodged, spun and using the momentum she crashed the troll’s skull with her mace. She heard the rest of the squad coming behind her and went up one more flight of stairs.
She saw how a few monster hunters were being overwhelmed by three trolls and at least half a dozen goblins. She called out at them and those enemies that were not in direct combat went to her shouting in their foul tongue. Edem and the rest of the Hammers arrived behind her and a frenzied battle ensued.
More goblins streamed down and soon had overwhelmed the squad, even though, the Toad Vomits led by Iden Steamydye had arrived and had started shooting their bolts at them, from the other end of the corridor.
Vucar stepped back to catch her breath after striking down another goblin. Ingish Touchhall and Meng filled the space she left and carried on fighting.
Vucar had a sudden thought and run down the corridor away from the battle. If her squad mates didn’t know better, they would have thought that she was fleeing.
Vucar soon reached the door to Ahdo’s room. She opened it. Ahdo was sitting in a corner holding the bones of Ast Diamondstandard the son that only lived a few hours. His ghost was floating above her head.
Vucar was momentarily surprised to see Ahdo’s face so distorted with madness and taken aback by the stench of death that filled the room. Ahdo looked up not quite understanding what was happening.
“The fort might fall today; you deserve an opportunity to die honourably” Vucar said. Ahdo looked at Ast’s bones and carefully placed them in the ground. Then she stood up very straight and looked at Vucar.
Vucar knew she was making a great effort to stand and guessed she must have been sitting there for a long time. Ahdo had her hammer still with her in the room. She had spent the whole of the first year locked, training. Vucar thought she looked broader and stronger than before.
Without a word Ahdo walked out of the room. Vucar followed. They went along the corridor towards the fight and pushing aside Obok, Ahdo struck the goblin he was engaged with, before it could react. Then, she moved next to a troll and hit it repeatedly until she crashed its skull against the granite floor. Two more goblins fell to her hammer and all those who fought with her, were astounded by her ferocity. That day she earned the title of The Granite Clout of Beaches.
Soon all trespassers were dead and no more came down. Scores of enemies remained outside the fort, but the gates had been closed so they posed no threat. Vucar waited, looking intently at the stairs with mace in hand, ready to strike any enemy that came down. When no one did, she looked around her and discovered that some of her people had also fallen and more were wounded.
She helped Lokum Lanceshimmered up. He had not been hurt badly so he gestured her to help others. Vukar saw him scanning the room and his face suddenly change. She also heard someone panting behind her and she turned to look. Ahdo’s taupe skin seemed to swell and undulate. Her copper eyes where blood shot and she looked at Vucar with an imploring expression.
Vucar looked back at her overwhelmed by sadness. In an instant Lokum jumped between them and struck Ahdo in the head with his hammer. Ahdo fell to the floor and closed her eyes. Vucar thought she saw a subtle smile in her face as Lokum used what remained of his strength to strike Ahdo until any sign of live had left her. And then until his anger or fear or energy had been depleted.
It took months to bury the dead after that siege and ghosts would plague Rockstockade for years but Vucar made sure, that the first slab that was placed in the crypts, was for Ahdo Stillsaved Aricen the Granite Clout of Beaches. And that it was together with those of Iton, Amos and the one that finally gave piece to the forlorn ghost of Ast.
I finished it. This bit felt in a sort of different style to the first part but couldn't come up with anything else. Anyway it sort of makes sense as the content is quite different. Anyway, hope you like the whole story.